2012 is the year for marketing my book – Peace and Freedom are My Names. To date I have done little in this area, for a variety of reasons. However, with a gentle prod from my son I realise it is time to increase sales.
Peace and Freedom are My Names is no easy read, however readers have described it as inspiring and life changing. Many people have said it has encouraged them to persevere with their own challenges.
Seven years on from the close of my challenging journey, I can look back with some satisfaction. I am pleased that I had the courage to confront the dreadful consequences that stemmed from a severely traumatised childhood, worked through the confusing symptoms of complex post traumatic stress disorder – dissociative identity disorder, formerly known as multiple personality disorder – became an integrated person, and rejoined society, with all the challenges that brings.
Sadly, the cost of my journey has been high – the impact upon my family has been distressing. Not only did my husband choose to leave me because, as he said, it would take too long for me to get well, but I became estranged from my daughters and their families. That has been gut wrenching. However, I am thankful to my God that He is aware of the whole situation; He has been my comfort through all this added turmoil.
Through the years of my chaotic journey to wholeness and healing, I have been thankful for the love and support of my son, Darren, and his wife Rebekah. They have been consistent in their love for me, and – together with their daughters, Imogen and Bethany, I feel blessed.
Peace and Freedom are My Names is an invaluable resource for those who have experienced child sexual assault, their families and friends, and those who work with them towards their healing.
